Dressed Up as Life
Album - 3 april 2007 - Debaser id 398725

I'm not comin' back
I'm not gonna' react
I'm not doin' shit for you
I'm not sitting around
While you're tearing it down around us
I'm not living a lie
While you swim in denial
'Cause you're already dead and gone
You'll leave me out on the curb
Just like everyone else before you

Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need
Always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world

I don't care what you think
I'm not seeing a shrink
I'm not doing this again
I'm not another
Student or another
To take your shit out on
So let's see what you got
And let's see what you're not
And whatever else you pretend
You've defended my intentions
Long enough

Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need
Always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world

So here I am again
In the middle of the end
And the choice I wish I'd made
I always make too late

Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need
Always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world

Made the toast
Burned the eggs
Never got the hang of them
Just another other day

Caught the bus
Forgot the change
Looks like I'll be late again
Hopefully they won't complain

My life's so pitiful
Give me one good reason why I shouldn't end it all
If there's a reason then I haven't found it yet
And I try every drug I find
Except maybe heroin and cyanide
But there's a reason I just can't afford it yet.

Oh, it's just another overdose.

Went to work
Saw you there
But you never seem to care
For a single thing I say

I set my clock and went to sleep
This anxiety I'll keep
Through another fuckin' day.
Looks like that's all today, I'm dyin'

My life's so pitiful
Give me one good reason why I shouldn't end it all
If there's a reason then I haven't found it yet
And I try every drug I find
Except maybe heroin and cyanide
But there's a reason I just can't afford it yet.

Oh, it's just another overdose

My life's so pitiful
Pitiful
Pitiful
Pitiful
Pitiful

My life's so pitiful
Give me one good reason why I shouldn't end it all
If there's a reason then I haven't found it yet
And I try every drug I find
Except maybe heroin and cyanide
But there's a reason I just can't afford 'em yet.

My life's so pitiful
My life's so pitiful
My life's so pitiful
I'm DYING!

Waiting for another line
Cause you throw them at me all the time
Gotta get away from all her lies
And I gotta get away from mine

Tell me where to go
When fate won't deliver
Cause I can't forgive her
When I let her know
This pain I've been living
Will her next collision be me

Brings situation down
And her temper's always on the rise
I'm living what I've seen before
Well I won't take this anymore
It's time to hold this to the light

Tell me where to go
When fate won't deliver
Cause I can't forgive her
When I let her know
This pain I've been living
Will her next collision be me

Cause her mental prison is not my decision
So I'm cutting my losses this time
I'm no longer living through her tunnel vision

Tell me where to go
When fate won't deliver
Cause I can't forgive her
When I let her know
This pain I've been living
Will her next collision be me

Gotta get away from
Gotta get away
Gotta get away this time

Tell me where to go
When fate won't deliver
Cause I can't forgive her
When I let her know
This pain I've been living
Will her next collision be me

I waited for you yesterday
I waited and missed the last train
I waited to say that I'd fallen in love with your way
I waited for you yesterday
Eventually walked home in the rain
I waited to see if you felt the same for me

But you don't,
And you won't
Go against your ass old father
Going broke,
Quitting dope
For your folks
Why did I even bother?
Why did I?

I waited for minds to change
Pointing their fingers of blame
It's not my fault you're ashamed of how you feel

But you don't,
And you won't
Go against your ass old father
Going broke,
Quitting dope
For your folks
Why did I even bother?
Why did I?

Cause you don't
Just admit it
Cause you won't
Just admit it
Just admit it
Just admit it
Just admit it
Just admit it
I called you a whore and down your door
And how could I heal when you won't even feel?

But you don't and you won't
Go against your ass old father
Going broke,
Quitting dope
For your folks
Why did I even bother?
Why did I?
But you don't cause your nothing but
Broken down daddy's little daughter
AREN'T CHA?!!
Going broke,
Quitting dope
For your folks
Why did I even bother?
Why did I?