Today I hurt myself
To see if I could still feel,
I focused on the pain,
the only real thing
the needle makes a hole
the old usual sting
that tries to erase everything
but I remember it all
What have I become? my dearest friend
everyone I know
ends up going away
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
on the liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
that I can't repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still here
What have I become?
my dearest friend
everyone I know
ends up going away
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself