Like the prelude to life, a protective time-space tunnel that separates us, that is, from contact with the harshness of existence, the complexity of the world, and contradictions; it is placed in a moment before (almost) without time and place, without stimuli in a dimension where everything is softened, knocked, and almost completely devoid of consciousness: "In Utero," precisely.

Quite superfluous, in my opinion, "to read" the overly explicit/enigmatic title by exploring its psychoanalytic undercurrents: the connections to a broader context are already there and quite clear: the aesthetics of Pink Floyd's "comfortably numb" memory codified to the literary by D. Coupland's "Generation X," "a latere" compared to the youthful and musical languages structured in the Seattle Scene, where, on the level of traceable sediment of meaning, one can grasp the aspiration to eclipses or erasure of identity ("X as anonymous, non-existent…”), as well as the response to the sharp contradictions of life, to the encounter/clash with a too complex world in which one does not recognize oneself is indeed sleep ("to sleep... to die") and the positioning in an unidentified nor traceable "elsewhere" (the desert).

In this sense, the title of the third album of new songs (excluding the collection “Incesticide”) sounds more like a longing in resonance with Roger Waters’ "pleasant unconsciousness" rather than an invitation to grasp endless double meanings. Musically speaking, it has been said that Nirvana, despite being "ultimately the greatest rock band of Seattle" (Claudio Sorge), had the merit of projecting the musical code of "grunge" and the Seattle scene on a (media and commercially) planetary scale, other groups being the true "pioneers of the genre": the mono-dimensional garage-fuzz of Mudhoney and the "expanded" noise-core beyond the limits of song structure-form of the Melvins, being indeed traceable in albums such as “You’re Living All Over Me” and “Green Mind” by Dinosaur Jr, (geographically unrelated to this creative hub) the most distant precursors of these musics.

Nirvana is credited with the merit, in that amalgam of hard rock, punk, and psychedelia known as “Grunge rock,” of having managed to fuse the sound inflections of punk and the instrumental geometry of hard rock with an extraordinary melodic intuition, and having led their rock to the highest levels of lyricism. “In Utero” is, in its way, a sort of concluding manifesto if not of the entire grunge epic, at least of the Seattle scene. Darker, denser, and more intricate compared to the music of the album where they achieved the perfect communicative synthesis and immediate impact (“Nevermind”), contrary to what one might think, these songs make it possible in a more fluid and free way to express more fully the narrative and poetic aspect of the author’s emotions and worldview. "Mannerist" in the noblest and highest sense of the term (i.e., devoid of the negative connotations that have marked decades of art history), this album stages existential paintings, similarly to the aforementioned movement, defined as a "prefiguration of contemporary man's anxiety" but transposed into the sound and vocal dimension, the expressive tension is so intense and powerful as not to be "enclosed" in the too narrow space offered by song-theater, resulting in opaque and intricate sounds, syncopated percussion, and deliberately "awkward" singing which, despite its lyricism, are in my view the perfect sound transposition.

Heart Shaped Box,” lead single of the album, then reveals with the usual immediacy the poetic theme underlying the whole work, and also what is the true focal point of the work: pop. Intended as expressive urgency, dramatic "staging of the unresolved knots of everyday life," to use the words of Fabio de Luca, in that sort of "parallel universe" that is music, beyond the various subsets, genres, and related languages. To quote another passage from the same article (cited at the end) about a mid-60s band, the Ronettes, and a song "Be My Baby," the journalist states "in that moment of hesitation before the chorus, one perceives all the anguish, latent as it may be but still tangible, that has always characterized everything related to the pop concept."

In this sense, "All Apologies" appears as an ironic anthem where the macro-social cosmos is "borrowed" to represent the typically adolescent microcosm, "Serve The Servants" perhaps sounds like the most disenchanted and lucidly self-aware of the episodes of the work (“adolescent anger has served me well, now I’m old and tired"), while it is the most discussed piece of the entire collection to unconsciously reveal the entire meaning of Kurt Cobain’s work: "Rape Me," that is "make me feel something truly worth feeling, that shakes my world to its foundations, that has the same desperate certainty and strength of the chorus of Be My Baby” (Fabio de Luca); in this track, and in the words that are part of it, we can find (it’s just my point of view) the ultimate meaning of this "existential manifesto" of Kurt Cobain: desperate and extreme attempt to escape the pain of unsettling questions, existential in that the microcosm of adolescent imagination actually “covers” much greater and deeper anxieties and fragilities, this is the most central episode of “In Utero.” Last musical-only reference to "Scentless Apprentice," ideal bridge between the vaguely “industrial-rock” and “punk-core” cadences of “Bleach” and the expressive linearity of “In Bloom,” in my opinion one of the best tracks on the album.

Someone then pointed out that "the same melancholy that pervaded Kurt Cobain’s mind is rather similar to that expressed in Italy by Lucio Battisti." I feel (still within the limits of my point of view) to share this stance. Quite unlikely that Dave Grohl, Kris Novoselic, and Kurt Cobain ever got their hands on records like “Il Nostro Caro Angelo” or “Pensieri e Parole”... of elective affinities, then, one can (if desired) speak, that is, accidental and not intended, but even in the rather bold parallelism, perhaps acceptable. The elements are there and seem to make Battisti closer to the leader of this rock group, which will almost certainly go down in Music History without qualification, than to the sometimes desperate melancholy of Nick Drake or the sophisticated Poetry in music of Van Morrison.

Beyond judgments (like the writer’s), of which time will be the judge, the traces left by the flow of emotions remain indelible, of which this work is absolutely and densely crossed.

Reference: F. De Luca “Amore, Rock e Spazio dell’ Illusione,” Rumore, April 1996

Tracklist Lyrics Samples and Videos

01   Serve the Servants (03:35)

Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I'm bored and old
Self-appointed judges judge
More than they have sold

If she floats than she is not
A witch like we had thought
A down payment on another
One at Salem's lot

Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore

As my bones grew they did hurt
They hurt really bad
I tried hard to have a father
But instead I had a Dad

I just want you to know that I
Don't hate you anymore
There is nothing I could say
That I haven't thought before

Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore

Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
Serve the servants - Oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore

02   Scentless Apprentice (03:47)

Like most babies smell like butter
His smell smelled like no other
He was born scentless and senseless
He was born a scentless apprentice

Go away - get away, get a-way

Every wet nurse refused to feed him
Electrolytes smell like semen
I promise not to sell your perfumed secrets
There are countless formulas for pressing flowers

Go away - get away, get a-way

I lie in the soll and fertilize mushrooms
Leaking out gas fumes are made into perfume
You can't fire me because I quit!
Throw me in the fire and I won't throw a fit

Go away - get away, get away, get away, get away, get away, get away, get a-way

03   Heart-Shaped Box (04:41)

She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice

Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice

She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
Your advice
Your advice

04   Rape Me (02:50)

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one

Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me my friend

Am I the only one?
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one?

My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You'll always stink and burn

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one

Rape me!
Rape me!
Rape me!
Rape me!
Rape me!
Rape me!
Rape me!
Rape me!
Rape me!

05   Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle (04:09)

It's so relieving
To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid
It's so relaxing
To hear that you're asking wherever you get your way
It's so soothing
To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same

I miss the comfort in being sad
I miss the comfort in being sad
I miss the comfort in being sad

In her false witness, we hope you're still with us,
To see if they float or drown
Our favorite patient, a display of patience,
Disease-covered Puget Sound
She'll come back as fire, to burn all the liars,
And leave a blanket of ash on the ground

I miss the comfort in being sad
I miss the comfort in being sad
I miss the comfort in being sad

It's so relieving
To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid
It's so relaxing
To know that you're asking wherever you get your way
It's so soothing
To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same

I miss the comfort in being sad
I miss the comfort in being sad
I miss the comfort in being sad

06   Dumb (02:31)

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy

My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover

Have a hangover
Have a hangover
Have a hangover

Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
My day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy

I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb

07   Very Ape (01:56)

I'm buried up to my neck in
Contradictorary flies
I'll take pride as the king of literature
I'm very ape
And very nice

If you ever need anything
Please don't
Hesitate to ask someone else first
I'm to busy acting like I'm not naive
I've seen it all
I was here first

Out of the ground
Into the sky
Out of the sky
Into the dirt

If you ever need anything
Please don't
Hesitate to ask someone else first
I'm to busy acting like I'm not naive
I've seen it all
I was here first

Out of the ground
Into the sky
Out of the sky
Into the ground

Out of the ground
Into the sky
Out of the sky
Into the dirt

08   Milk It (03:55)

I am my own parasite
I don't need a host to live
We feed off of each other
We can share our endorphins

Doll steak!
Test meat!

Look on the bright side is suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping

I own my own pet virus
I get to pet and name her
Her milk is my shit
My shit it is her milk

Test meat!
Doll steak!

Look on the bright side is suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping

Doll steak!
Test meat!

Look on the bright side is suicide
Lost eyesight I'm on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping

Protector of the kennel
Ecto-plasma, Ecto-skeletal
Obituary birthday
Your scent is still here in my place of recovery

09   Pennyroyal Tea (03:36)

I'm on my time with everyone
I have very bad posture

Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty

Give me a Leonard Cohen afterworld
So I can sigh eternally
I'm so tired I can't sleep
I'm anemic royalty
I'm a liar and a thief
I'm anemic royalty

I'm on warm milk and laxatives
Cherry-flavored antacids

Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
I'm anemic royalty

Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
I'm anemic royalty

10   Radio Friendly Unit Shifter (04:51)

- Hmmmmmm ... I just wanna know ... do you like me? - [Whisper]

Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key

I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with ciggarette burns
Speak at once while taking turns

What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
What is what i need?

I'm gonna do with what you think
If you ever think at all
Bi-polar opposites attract
All of a sudden my water broke

I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with ciggarette burns
Second-rate third degree burns

What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
What do I think i think?

Hate, hate your enemies
Save, save your friends
Find, find your place
Speak, speak the truth

What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
What do I think of me ?

Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key


What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
What do I think of me ?

What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
What is wrong with me
What do I think of me ?

11   tourette's (01:35)

- Moderate Rock!

Mayday every day, in my heart.
Could've had a heart attack, in my heart.
We don't know anything, in my heart.
We all want something fair, in my heart.
Hey!
Hey!
Heyyyyyyy!
Heyyyyyyy!
Heyyyyyyy!

Out of town, out of sight, is my heart.
Queen of lies, everyday, in my heart.
My heart, one more on the phone, my heart.
One more at the phone, at my heart
Hey!
Hey!
Heyyyyyyyyyyy!
Heyyyyyyyyyyy!

Mean heart, cold heart, cold heart, cold heart
Cold heart, cold heart, cold heart, cold heart!

Uhhhhhhh!

Other interpretations possible.

12   All Apologies (23:58)

What else should I be
All apologies
What else could I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
Buried

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua Sea Foam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy

In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married, Maried, Maried!
Buried!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are
All in all is all we are

13   Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through the Strip (07:31)

It hurts when you have to press that dull little thing
That you're only supposed to use once and then discard
Where do you put it? In the garbage can, my honest friend
My shyness, pet her flow

She's only been five months late, even though we haven't had sex for a week

A meal a day, a meal, I say
And my heart's made my ...

Somebody else already used the word 'aurora-borealis'
She was tied up in chains, and Sam had helped her in the freezer

She's only five weeks late, but I haven't had a date forever ...
Ever ... ever ... forever!

Wish I had more ... more opportunity,
More chances to remember some things
So I couldn't have so much pressure on my ...
On my ... on my, um ... ah, on my ... um ... um ... head

We'd have so much more diversity,
And so much more input, so much more creative flow,
If we had someone in school, a 'GIT' ...

GIT ... geeks ... in ... town.
Ha! ... Come on, Dave, think of one ... !
- Girls with trouble
It should be GIC, geeks with charvels
No, GWC, fuck man this is a waste of time ...

{laughs}

One more solo? Yeahhhhhhhhh! Yeaaaahhhhh!

You're personally responsible for ...
The entire strip ... to be washed away ...
Cleansed ... as if gallons of, um, rubbing alcohol
Flowed through the strip and were set on fire.

It didn't just singe the hair, it made it straight.
And then Perry Ellis came along with his broom,
And his ... silk ...
And he ... he erected a beautiful city ...
A city of stars.

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