@Ashanti: well, in the end, you're right about this... and you know? I'm sorry for insulting you... I'm not just saying it to write it down... I'm just like that; I always regret getting into arguments with people, even when I get pissed off... it's just that I hate being taken for someone I'm not... but then again, as you said, you don't know me, so... through what you can understand from a text posted online, you have the right to think whatever you want about me, right?... I'll tell you... on one hand, I even feel overrated by you (can you believe it?)... I don't know? I've always had this way of writing, whether you believe me or not, and it comes across more or less depending on the context, but if you hear me talk... well, I think you’d take it all back, because frankly, I'm decent enough at writing, but I don't know how to talk (maybe [MAYBE!!] you could even like me if you heard me speak), because I talk like: "no, well, you see, 'cause, I mean, no, look, Lucian of Samosata, no, I mean, he's great, that's it, 'cause, like, you see, he writes, for example, like, no, like in the True History, you know, right, he's great..." ... well, now I'm rambling too much... the gist of what I'm saying is: in the end, you're right, I took it too hard and went a bit overboard with you, in the end... that's enough, I want to be at peace with the world, I don't give a damn if you play darts with my picture (which you don't have), or if you think of my name when you're having trouble shitting, or if you tell your 3-year-old nephew: "If you don't sleep, the filthy Defender85 will come get you!!"... you know, Ashanti?? It's just that I hate seeing someone think that way about me, that’s all... I hate that you think that way about me because I'm not like that... maybe that’s why I got so mad... they say (the Guns'N'Roses): "Live and let die" (even though I prefer the local "live and let live"), so lots of good things, who knows, maybe I’ll write to you (even if you don't want to and don't give a damn), because through these (two) exchanges, I've almost (ALMOST!!!! :D) gotten attached... eh, Ashanti?? Feel free to think of me however you want, I repeat, I'm sincerely sorry for getting so worked up over this, in fact, I apologize again for insulting you for no reason (and what if you were right, for what it may matter to both me and you?)... in the end, I will always be the one who laughs the most at the nonsense I say and do (and who I am), so bye... see you next time, ...if you want, of course!!!!! :)
