"Ah! I am faced with a difficult choice. I am restless. Okay, I’ve made my decision!
In the act of choosing, I experience a sense of belonging: the choice is mine, it belongs to me, I am the free author of the choice and I feel its certainty. However, even if I had no doubts, even if later on I were dissatisfied, I would have made a free choice.
But, despite the certainty I feel of having been the one to decide, was it really me who did it?"

(G. Trautteur, Il prigioniero libero)