"This is the first of my last days"... and down goes all the destructive and vengeful rage that a human being can accumulate over two years of subtle torture to their dreams and their reason for living, music. "Eat your heart out Steve", this spectacular mini album by Nine Inch Nails is dedicated to you, a solid foundation for the subsequent masterpiece The Downward Spiral, one of the greatest albums of the nineties.
Background: Steve Gottlieb is a record executive at TVT Records, which manages NIN, and following the underground success of Reznor's band with Pretty Hate Machine, and the subsequent presence at Lollapalooza, he tries to mold the choices of the young Trent according to the record label's goals. Frightened and stressed by the external pressures on his unconventional way of working, he accepts the compromise to terminate the contract with TVT, in exchange for the money he should have earned from the long tour set up for his band. But the money is not enough, and the lawyers explain to Trent that this way he cannot free himself from the contract. Reznor thus chooses the hard line, and at the cost of never making music again in his life, he refuses to release anything for TVT, which is, however, prophetically contacted by the guru Jimmy Iovine of Interscope, who proposes a joint venture for the production of NIN’s future works. To Trent, it doesn’t seem real, and with the remaining money, he rents a recording studio where he vents all his rage.
From this comes Broken, an EP that reaches number seven on Billboard. The violence and despair in these 8 songs catapults Trent into the rock star Olympus of alternative rock, dominated at that time by the Seattle groups. The songs are pure industrial rock, played with the same wounded animal ferocity that radiates from the song lyrics: the few friends around him saw him cry in the studio as he sang them.
Introduced by Pinion, Wish is the most popular song from Broken and also a Grammy Award winner: "I wish there was something real, something true" goes the chorus of the song. It's a new beginning, Reznor is destined to give a human face to a genre otherwise dominated by machines, and even bring it to the top of the charts. "I've stopped trying to make sense of it, my head got lost along the way" Trent screams in Last, a tirade against the pigs who want to corrupt him, and which anticipates the theme of the famous March of the Pigs. The guitar is blasted at high volume, and the rhythm is just that of an ideal rebels' march. Happiness in Slavery... The titles themselves make clear Trent's target, who does not offer the other cheek but proclaims his resounding revenge. Gave Up, a classic of the devastating NIN concerts, is the last step of a path that then breaks, only to resume at track number 98 (the bad habit of ghost tracks...), whispering "eat your heart out Steve". To close this masterpiece, it is appropriate to say, is the splendid Suck, born from a collaboration with Pigface.
Dedicated to those who need a release valve, to those who seek in music a way to exorcise, and at the same time curse, everything that turns the wrong way. Rediscover it, while we wait together for the day of Bleedthrough. This is the first day of my last days
Tracklist Lyrics and Videos
02 Wish (03:46)
This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far
No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck, fist fuck
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to
03 Last (04:44)
Gave up trying to figure it out
My head got lost along the way
Worn out from giving it up
My soul I pissed it all away
Still stings these shattered nerves
Pigs we get what pigs deserve
I'm going all the way down
I'm leaving today
Come come come on you've gotta fill me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
Come come come on you've gotta fix me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
Still feel it all slipping away
But it doesn't matter anymore
Everybody is still slipping away
But it doesn't matter anymore
Look through these blackened eyes
You'll see ten thousand lies
My lips may promise but my heart is a whore
Come come come on you've gotta fix me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
Come come come on you've gotta fill me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
This isn't meant to last
This is for right now
(4x)
I know it's all getting away
It comes to me as no surprise
I know what's coming to me is never going to arrive
Fresh blood through tired skin
New sweat to drown me in
Dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive
Come come come on you've gotta fill me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
Come come come on you've gotta fix me up
Come come gotta let me inside of you
This isn't meant to last
This is for right now
(7X)
This isn't meant to last
This is for right
I want you to make me
I want you to take me
I want you to break me
I want you to throw me away
(3X)
05 Happiness in Slavery (05:21)
(Slave screams) He thinks he knows what he wants
(Slave screams) He thinks he has something to say
(Slave screams) He hears but doesn't want to listen
(Slave screams) He's being beaten into submission
Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
The devils of truth steal the souls of the free
Don't open your eyes take it from me
I have found
You can find happiness in slavery
Happiness in slavery
(Slave screams) He spends his life learning conformity
(Slave screams) He claims he has his own identity
(Slave screams) He's going to cause the system to fall
(Slave screams) But he's glad to be chained to that wall
Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
The blind have been blessed with security
Don't open your eyes take it from me
I have found
You can find happiness in slavery
Happiness in slavery (3X)
Happiness
I don't know what I am I don't know where I've been
Human junk just words and so much skin
Stick my hands through the cage of this endless routine
Just some flesh caught in this big broken machine
Happiness in slavery
Happiness
06 Gave Up (04:08)
Perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
Forgot how it feels, well almost
No one to blame always the same
Open my eyes, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up in flames
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
Covered in hope and vaseline
Still cannot fix this broken machine
Watching the hole it used to be mine
Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
Of the trust I will betray
Give it to me, I throw it away
After everything I've done I hate myself for what I've become
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
I tried
I gave up
Throw it away
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what i believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
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