Iāll start from last Tuesday. After nine years, I had decided it was time to return a book: Mrs. Cās book. I can't tell you who Mrs. C is, under what circumstances I met her, or what the book is about. I reread it and prepared a thank-you note. So I set out. Finding the house again, from memories of two distant visits, after wandering through various streets, I rang the bell. I exchanged a few words with one of her daughters, whom I had never met, and, handing her the book, she told me what I didnāt know: her mother had passed away two months earlier.
I haven't yet had the courage to ask myself whether I arrived too late. Perhaps Iām hiding behind the sense of obligation towards that gesture, which needed to be made in any case. We never know enough, but our hearts always feel too much. Even more than we can bear.
Without rationalizing the painānot mine, Iām not saying thatāI instinctively set out in search of a record. Something I hadnāt been aware of until then. After some obligatory wanderings, I come across Nell Smith: I donāt mind her fragility, though in that, I imagine, she risks getting lost. Strangeāa record of Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds covers from just 2021ā¦
The covers project is a quirky idea from Wayne Coyne and the Flaming Lips. Nell Smith is a complete unknown, or rather a fan of theirs, a Canadian teenager who goes to see them in Calgary accompanied by her parents; she dressed up as a parrot and screams every song from under the stage, while the Lips unleash that multi-layered psych rock for bogged-down fifty-year-olds (read āsenileā; I count myself among them). The oddest thing, perhaps, is the choice of Cave, his songsāa repertoire the young Canadian, a rookie singer, doesnāt know at all. But maybe in Coyneās mind thereās something like the opposition between William Blakeās Song of Innocence and Songs of Experience. The band crafts controlled, delicate, atmospheric arrangements, and young Nell, just 14, a soprano, sings angelically, softly, at times with a touch of effects, things like āRed Right Handā or āThe Ship Song,ā āWeeping Songā or āNo More Shall We Part,ā truly giving voice to unforgettable tracksāgiving them another voice, the imprint of a soul that hasnāt been exhausted in those words, but merely caresses them, touches them with another light: dim, tender, shimmering. What remains is a sense of respect before originals that conceal so much āevilā and seem the harsh rock of high mountains eroded by endless rains over the years. And yet, Coyneās senseless plan stands up. Nell looks over her shoulder, seeking from her underground anti-idols the affirmation that sheās doing fine. And the game works well. And for me, in two days, this becomes a record to love. Desolately.
āThe Girl in Amber,ā which opens the album and which Cave praised, scratches me in a new way. In the video, Nelly is hit by a car. At seventeen, Nell Smith died for real in a car crash: thatās why this April a posthumous album was released. The only possible follow-up. Sheād been working on it as a songwriter.
It wonāt be Nellās death that makes me laud the covers album.
Itās an album of rarefied beauty, but not scattered, still rockāanother reading of wild, impetuous songs to which Coyne and friends bring only clarity, put in service of a slender voice, always one step from being lost, but gliding over the ice tracing lines of certain charm born from uncertainty.
Where the Viaduct Looms is a trembling of distances meeting in precarious balance, never overlapping, never belonging to each other. Perhaps not even touching. Just brushing. As happens in real life: often we long to lose ourselves in immense beauty, but we must content ourselves just to have contemplated it. Music tells you stories like thisālike life, but with songs. Those, you canāt lose. You donāt know whether theyāll bring you back here or somewhere else. And you choose, at least for a while, to stay with them. You choose a true beauty for an uncertain joy.
Meanwhile, today, I need two flowers. But they should be three⦠for the exactness that I cannot tell you about.