Here I am, somewhere between 1969 and 1970, and I'm about to attend a James Brown concert. There he is, he's entered. Damn, that's James Brown! A scream comes out of my throat, of its own accord. I don't care too much because in two seconds he'll scream too and the first piece will start. But no. He starts chatting with the band members, a back-and-forth: the intro of "Get Up (I Feel Like Being A) Sex Machine!" If the first one was a scream, I don't know what this wild shriek coming from my throat is.

Pure adrenaline. Ten minutes of animal power, without a moment's pause. The songs of the "Godfather of Soul" induce a sort of hypnosis, and this one in particular. And when that brief, simple piano phrase comes in...well, it's the most beautiful thing that could happen in the whole world. The groove is constant, it never drops, the tension is sky-high. I wish it would never end, but it does. It ends, and the baton passes to a section where the soul component is more evident: "Brother Rapp" and then in succession, like machine-gun fire, "Bewildered", "I Got The Feelin'" and "Give It Up Or Turnit A Loose".  The concert could end here, my body is exhausted from the movement and the violence of the James Brown impact. But I want it to continue, I haven't had enough, because when on "Bewildered" Mr. Dynamite self-quoted, semi-singing a line from "It's a Man's Man's Man's World", a smile appeared on my face, a smile of complicity, a thread that connects him to me and, I'm sure, to the rest of the audience as well. And while I'm thinking about threads and smiles, the Godfather shoots out "I Don't Want Nobody To Give Me Nothing", a tight funk as only he can do, and the very brief "Licking Stick-Licking Stick". Two songs I don't know, but who cares! It hardly matters, because I'm dancing, I who can't dance! I'm shaking my head and my always too long hair, who cares if I can't dance? If I don't know the words? I've entered the essence of James Brown's music, I can perceive it. And it takes so little!  I don't know the subsequent "Lowdown Popcorn" "Spinning Wheel" either, so what? I hear the organ playing the theme of "Spinning Wheel" for the first time and I'm happy, its beauty is immediate.  "If I Ruled The World", a great soul ballad that takes us back to the glories of the '60s, evolves into the very rhythmic "There Was A Time". There he is, the '70s Brown! Primordially funk, looking to the future, but carrying along, dragging with it the soul roots that will always be so evident in his music.  Then, almost unexpectedly, come the notes that announce one of the most beautiful songs of the Godfather of Soul, "It's A Man's Man's Man's World". Another scream, who knows how many I've let out tonight, I've lost count, and this time yes, I sing. I sing, and I sway, rocked by the powerful sweetness of the song.

What have I done to you, James? Do you hate me? Why do you want to deal me the fatal blow, by singing, after such a piece, precisely "Please Please Please"? Do you want my heart to crash, to collapse. I'm sorry, my beloved Who, but as he sings it, no one does.  And before releasing us, sending us home to reflect on what happened, before leaving us to alcohol and insomnia—how can you sleep with this dose of adrenaline in your body?—Mr. Dynamite gives us a "I Can't Stand Myself (When You Touch Me)" followed by "Mother Popcorn". He must be really fixated on popcorn. And while I'm thinking about popcorn, I'm happy. Without even a crumb of vital force, but with so much energy. Paradox yes, that's what James Brown can do. It drains your energy but at the same time triples it. I found myself at the center of the groove, in the precise meeting point between the horns and the guitar, between the robust bass and drum duo, between piano and voice. And that's enough for me.

 

 

 

 


 

 

Then I woke up, all sweaty. Not because it was a nightmare, but because dreaming of seeing a James Brown concert, a concert where he plays the whole "Sex Machine" from beginning to end...it's best not to think about it.  Truth be told, only part of this record was recorded live (tracks 6-15, except for 8), with the historic lineup that included, among others, Melvin and Maceo Parker, Fred Wesley, and Jimmy Nolen. Track number 8 ("Lowdown Popcorn") features the same musicians but is studio recording with some applause to pass it off as live (without succeeding much). More or less the same band recorded (always in the studio) "Brother Rapp", while the only tracks featuring the original lineup of the J.B.'s (that is, with Catfish and Bootsy Collins but still without Wesley and Parker) are the title track, "Bewildered", "I Got The Feelin'" and "Give It Up Or Turnit A Loose". Here too, applause was added afterward; in reality, they were studio recordings. Quite a mess, huh? But these technical details matter little, almost not at all. Because when you listen to this record, you're at the center of the groove, and that must be enough.

Tracklist Lyrics and Videos

01   Get Up I Feel Like Being Like a Sex Machine ()

02   Brother Rapp, Parts 1 & 2 ()

03   Bewildered ()

Bewildered, lost in a dream
In the love I need why did we part
Bewildered, has love, has love died dear
Wishing your heart could feel
What's in my heart
Must I have sleepless night
And endless days
Oh love why did you keep my soul
Without a spark I'm in the dark
Bewilderdd, I need your, I need your I need your guiding hand
I'll never, no I'll never understand
How you can love me, how you can love me
How you can love me, how you can love me
How you can love me and leave me Bewildered, bewidered

04   I Got the Feelin' ()

You come home late from work, baby
You wonder why it ain't on the table
After the day that I've had
I don't believe I'm able
You give me every little reason in the book
But there's one thing that I think you've overlooked
you say you're tired, well so am I
Baby you've got to try and
Meet halfway or we ain't gonna make it, baby
Meet halfway if you want to get it right
Meet halfway cause I ain't gonna take it, baby
Meet halfway in the middle of the night
Our love is kind of stalled, baby


But it aint about the sex
I'd trade the roses and the negligees
If we could just connect
I go deeper when you look into my eyes
There's a place where neither one of us can hide
And it's up to us to reinvent the game
Love it when you call my name and
Meet halfway, ain't no doubt about it, baby
Meet halfway, and we're halfway home
Meet halfway, got to scream and shout it, baby
Meet me halfway and I'll shake you to the bone

05   Give It Up or Turnit a Loose ()

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