If Jeff Buckley had never been born, any talented visionary writer should have invented him in a novel. If Jeff Buckley had never been born, any underground director should have used all his romantic imagination to transfigure into fiction a legend that never existed. If he had never been born, my soul would now be poorer, and I would never have tasted the flavor of love, materialized in the hands of the one who placed it in me for the first time - oh marvelous coincidence that changed my life - the one who now places other jewels in the hands not mine.
"Do you know Jeff?"
"No. I don't think so. Who is he?"
"You know... you'd like him... your sad eyes don't lie."
Oh, those hands brought me many other joys, but the first joy was "Grace," and it was 1997. And my heart spoke to me of her. And both did not lie, almost everything happened: I fell in love with her and adored what she gave me that day. But about something she lied: my eyes have never stopped being sad, and perhaps it is destiny. Besides, memories, whether sweet or bitter, always make you suffer.
Now, I happen to have in my hands—alas—the latest release by mother Guibert, and it's titled "Songs To No One," and on the cover, Jeff shares it with Gary Lucas, a more than respectable musician, a fine and eccentric guitarist in one of the many incarnations of the Captain Beefheart band and moreover frontman of Gods and Monsters, an art-rock group of which I had heard great things, among whose ranks were listed characters of the caliber of Matthew Sweet and shady figures coming from equally shady and unbalanced lists (Swans, Modern Lovers).
Alas, I feared having to face this burden too; I had crossed paths with it many times and many times my heart had jumped, but I have always hated posthumous works, cruel apocrypha on tombs asking for nothing but rest, pathetic attempts to keep a fire alive long extinguished, untimely apology of memory.
But I listened to it, and I feared it. Fans might find bitter and wonderful suggestions here in a version of "Mojo Pin" recorded at the Knitting Factory in New York, when Jeff was still a beardless artist far from fame; two versions of "Grace" - the first a demo close to the original - but enriched by a harmonica later abandoned in the sessions of the album that will come; a "Hymne à l'Amour" of massive proportions, ethereal and sulfurous; a "Satisfied Mind" that would later see the light in the posthumous record. A stunning "Malign Fiesta," with its guitars in the foreground and the exquisite melody; a "How Long Will It Take" sweet and languid, a profusion of cascading notes before the rain, and the voice - and what a voice! - weaving grains of tears.
Now, I don't know what an ordinary fan might find interesting in this work. I cried, and that's exactly what I wanted to tell you. But this is a feeling all mine, and unfortunately, what can I do if every breath of this boy is golden glitter for my never-satiated limbs? In short, I would be biased, and I don't know what to do. I adore shooting stars, whether they are called Nick Drake or Syd Barrett. Those that rise, rise, and then explode into a thousand colored confetti, which are up to us to collect.
Jeff Buckley was the last of the romantics: son of a musician of immense talent who died of an overdose; emerging from the underground after an outstanding performance at a tribute concert to his father; a handful of songs of lacerating beauty; unexplained death, in the bloom of youth and hope, when merciless time marked the end of the myth.
Here, it is these kinds of people that make my heart, if not happy, at least alive. These kinds of people, like him, who cradle me in memories, and like her, who is part of the memories.
Tracklist Lyrics and Videos
03 Mojo Pin (05:42)
I'm lying in my bed, the blanket is warm
This body will never be safe from harm
Still feel your hair, black ribbons of coal
Touch my skin to keep me whole
If only you'd come back to me
If you laid at my side
Wouldn't need no mojo pin
To keep me satisfied
Don't want to weep for you
I don't want to know
I'm blind and tortured
The white horses flow
The memories fire
The rhythms fall slow
Black beauty, I love you so
Precious, precious silver and gold
And pearls in oyster's flesh
Drop down we two to serve and pray to love
Born again from the rhythm
screaming down from heaven
Ageless, ageless and I'm there in your arms
Don't want to weep for you
I don't want to know
I'm blind and tortured
The white horses flow
The memories fire
The rhythms fall slow
Black beauty, I love you so
The welts of your scorn, my love, give me more
Send whips of opinion down my back, give me more
Well it's you I've waited my life to see
It's you I've searched so hard for
Don't want to weep for you
I don't want to know
I'm blind and tortured
The white horses flow
The memories fire
The rhythms fall slow
Black beauty, I love you so
06 Satisfied Mind (03:31)
How many times have you heard someone say
If I had money, I'd do things my way,
But little they know that it's so hard to find
One rich man in ten with a satisfied mind.
Money can't buy back your youth when you're old
A friend, when you're lonely, or peace to your soul.
The wealthiest person is a pauper at times
Compared to the man with a satisfied mind.
When my life is over and my time has run out.
My friends and my loved ones, I'll leave them no doubt.
But, one thing's for certain, when it comes my time
I'll leave this old world with a satisfied mind.
One thing's for certain, when it comes my time
I'll leave this old world with a satisfied mind.
Satisfied mind
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