Hell

This group so important for the black has never told me anything at all..

Just finished watching it a little while ago... Tonight I won’t sleep...

I put it on an emotional level and deliver the well-deserved slap.

No way, you’re great and Drudkh reigns. I think I’ll also listen to "Enstrangement" and "Songs of Grief and Solitude", even though they probably won’t live up to "Autumn Aurora"...

Excellent album.

A much rockier and "squarer" chapter than the previous one, yet I feel it's a bit puffed up with air. For me, it's a 3.5.

Useless album, a waste of time. (part 3)

Useless album, a waste of time. (part 2)

Pointless album, a waste of time.

Hello monkey. Wait, let me explain... 1) The prevailing feeling in the second part is rejection, the "repulsion," which then leads to hatred and ultimately to an act of deicide... The fact that I say "yours" doesn't mean it isn't "mine" :) , but rather confirms the hypothesis that I might be a "son of God" who does not want to acknowledge in the Father Almighty - precisely - his creator. In short, an illegitimate son (a theme that is close to me). That's why I first speak of it with disdain (haughty, ruthless), then with a surge of pity (towards myself or towards God?) begging for forgiveness. I always speak hypothetically, I confirm nothing and I don't want to leave any certainties on purpose :)) Ah, a small note: what I've written should not be interpreted solely in a religious key, therefore 2) it is not even necessary to imply a personal belief of mine. I wrote all this independently of what I think about the Christian religion, you have to believe me, even though I am the protagonist of the story myself. It’s also hard to explain in words... But you’re probably right when you highlight the somewhat "unreliable" traits of the Christian God and the Catholic religion that may have negatively influenced me. Who can say for sure? ... As for the dream: I didn't "see" myself from the outside, but I saw another "myself" exactly like in the story; even though I wrote "I wake up," in reality I found myself in another nightmare and, who knows, a nightmare within a nightmare, just like everyone might feel waking up every morning with the thought of never having truly woken up...