It was 1996. Another damn autumn. Autumn depresses me, I don't know about you...
But I knew that year I had a good reason to face it with a little less depression.
Yes, indeed... Counting Crows were about to release their second album, after that masterpiece which is August And Everything After.
The wait had become spasmodic. On October 15, 1996, I was holding in my sweaty, trembling hands the long-desired CD, dark green, with that comet star...
When I listen to an album from a band I love for the first time, I feel the same sensation as when you meet old friends after a long time. And a lot of silence. And you have so many things to tell each other... Adam Duritz really has a lot to say, with his voice, with his melodies that enter your head and gift you images sometimes dim, sometimes terribly clear...
I have always been amazed at how and how much my life is reflected in the music of Counting Crows.
This second album is different from their first; on the first listen, it appears a bit darker, a bit edgier. Dan Vickrey's guitar (a new addition to the band) is definitely noticeable in these 14 tracks. The album is a succession of emotions and moods, of images and melodies, of laments and moments of reflection.
From the compelling rhythms of "Angel Of The Silences" and "Have You Seen Me Lately" to the unforgettable ballads "Goodnight Elisabeth" and "A Long December." I listened to the latter live, with Adam on the piano... I still get chills now!
Let me mention two more: "Miller's Angels," beautiful, and "Walkaways," an acoustic gem, a small diamond to cherish among the most precious things.
That autumn eventually passed... even to the notes of these songs. When we're with our dearest friends, time always seems to run away fast... it happens to me that way. Also thanks to Adam and the Counting Crows.
Tracklist Lyrics Samples and Videos
01 Catapult (03:34)
All of the sudden she dissapears
Just yesterday she was here
Somebody tell me if I am sleeping
Someone should be with me here
'Cause I dont wanna be alone
I wanna be the knife that cuts into my hand
And I wanna be scattered from here in this catapult
What a big baby
Won't somebody save me please
You won't find nobody home
All of these quiet battered voices
Wait for the hunger to come
We got little revolvers and stupid choices
And no one to say when we're done
Well I don't wanna bring you down
I wanna be the light that burns out your eyes
'Cause I know there's little things about me
That would sing in the silence of
So much rejection in every connection I make
I can't find nobody home
I wanna be the light that burns out your eyes
'Cause I know there's little things about me
That would sing in the silence of
So much rejection in every connection I make
I wanna be the last thing that you hear when you're falling asleep
I wanna be the knife that cuts into my hand
And I wanna be scattered from here in this catapult
What a big baby
Won't somebody save me please
I can't find nobody home
02 Angels of the Silences (03:39)
Well I guess you left me with some feathers in my hand
Did it make it any easier to leave me where I stand?
I guess there might not be too many who would stand beside you now
Where'd you come from? Where am I going?
Why'd you leave me 'till I'm only good for...
Waiting for you
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming
Every night these silhouettes appear above my head
Little angels of the silences that climb into my bed and whisper
Every time I fall asleep Every time I dream
Did you come? Would you lie?
Why'd you leave us 'till we're only good for...
Waiting for you
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming
I dream of Michelangelo when I'm lying in my bed
Little angels hang above my head and read me like an open book
Suck my blood break my nerve offer me their arms
Well, I will not be an enemy of anything
I'll only stand here
Waiting for you
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'll leave the day I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone, take me away
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'll leave the day
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone
03 Daylight Fading (03:50)
Waiting for the moon to come and light me up inside
And I am waiting for the telephone to tell me I'm alive
Well, I heard you let somebody get there fingers into you
It's getting cold in California
I guess I'll be leaving soon
Daylight fading
Come and waste another year
All the anger and the eloquence are bleeding into fear
Moonlight creeping around the corners of our lawn
When we see the early signs that daylight's fading
We leave just before it's gone
She said "everybody loves you"
she says, "everybody cares"
But all the things I see inside myself,
they vanish in the air
If you tell me that you'll wait for me
I'll say I won't be here
I want to say goodbye to you
Goodbye to all my friends
Goodbye to everyone I know
Daylight fading
Come and waste another year
All the anger and the eloquence are bleeding into fear
Moonlight creeping around the corners of our lawn
When we see the early signs that daylight's fading
We leave just before it's gone
04 I'm Not Sleeping (04:57)
she comes to me at night when i'm sleeping
she comes to me when i'm alone
she comes to me she holds my head when i'm crying
she comes to me she shuts my eyes
she brings me home
but i'm not sleeping anymore
she tells me when you look at me she tells me when you're lying
she tells me when you talk about me she lays me on the floor
she tells me when you're whispering she lies beside me naked
she tells me when you laugh at me and she locks all the doors
but i'm not sleeping anymore
1-2-3-4-5-6-7 am
all alone again
but i've been through all this shit before
spend my nights in self-defense
cry about my innocence
but i ain't all that innocent anymore
i see her on the TV i see her in the movies
i see her in these animals that dance beside my bed
i'll follow you down baby down into this valley
i'll follow you down baby but i won't come up again
but i'm not sleeping anymore
No no no no no no no no no no no,
I'm not sleeping anymore
I'm not sleeping anymore, hey hey hey
I said rain rain go away, come again someother day
Cause I got all this shit to say, but I gone back to find my way
My sisters mothers favorite song lost among the chosen one
But I got news for everyone cause Im going out the door.
06 Children in Bloom (05:23)
children in bloom cooking in the sun
waiting for a room of our own
leave my sister alone
she don't deserve this
she is a flower and i am a flower and
we are all alone
i gotta get out on my own
i gotta get up from this waiting at home
i gotta get out of this sunlight it's melting my bones
i gotta get up from this slumber and get myself home
all these wasted dreams
waiting for the sum to open up my heart to anyone
bring me some rain
because i'm dying and i can't get this damn thing closed again
i gotta get out on my own
i gotta get up from this waiting at home
i gotta get out of this sunlight it's melting my bones
i gotta get up from this slumber and get myself home
where's the funhouse this year?
the fairground's deserted and the skies don't seem as near
Nicole's my oldest friend
but the altar is empty and she'll never be a little girl again
i gotta get out on my own
i gotta get up from this waiting at home
i gotta get out of this sunlight it's melting my bones
i gotta get up from this slumber and get myself home
i can't find my way home
07 Have You Seen Me Lately? (04:11)
get away from me
just get away from me
this isn't gonna be easy
but i don't need you
believe me
yeah, you got a piece of me
but it's just a little piece of me
an' i dont need anyone
and these days i feel like i'm fading away
like sometimes when i hear myself on the radio
have you seen me lately?
have you seen me lately
i was out on the radio starting to change
somewhere out in America
it's starting to rain
could you tell me one thing you remember about me
and have you seen me lately?
i remember me
and all the little things
that make up a memory
like she said she loved to watch me sleep
like she said,
"it's the breathing
it's the breathing in and out and in and out....."
have you seen me lately?
have you seen me lately
i was out on the radio starting to change
somewhere out in America
it's starting to rain
could you tell me the things you remember about me
and have you seen me lately?
You know i thought someone would notice
i thought 'ah, somebody would say something'
if i was missing
well can't you see me?
come on color me in
come on color me in
come on come on come on..
give me your blue rain
give me your black sky
give me your green eyes
come on give me your white skin
come on give me your white skin
come on give me your white skin
cause i was out on the radio starting to change
somewhere out in America
it's starting to rain
could you tell me things you remember about me
and have you seen me lately?
10 Recovering the Satellites (05:24)
gonna get back to basics
guess i'll start it up again
i'm fallin from the ceiling
you're falling from the sky now and then
maybe you were shot down in pieces
maybe i slipped in between
but we were gonna be the wildest people they ever hoped to see
just you and me
so why'd you come home to this sleepless town
it's a lifetime commitment
recovering the satellites
all anybody really wants to know is...
when you gonna come down
your mother recognizes all your desperate displays
and she watches as her babies drift violently away
'till they see themselves in telescopes
do you see yourself in me?
we're such crazy babies, little monkey
we're so fucked up, you and me
so why'd you come home to this faithless town
where we make a lifetime commitment
to recovering the satellites
and all anybody really wants to know is...
when are you gonna come down
she sees shooting stars and comet tails
she's got heaven in her eyes
she says i don't need to be an angel
but i'm nothing if i'm not this high
but we only stay in orbit
for a moment of time
and then you're everybodys satellite
i wish that you were mine
so why'd you come home to this angel's town
well it's a lifetime's decision
recovering the satellites
all anybody really knows for sure is...
that you're gonna come down
11 Monkey (03:02)
All dressed up
No place to go
Hey monkey, when you gonna show your face�around me
I know all the wrongs and rights
And I just want a little light to fall�on me
Hey monkey, where you been?
This lonely spiral I've been in
Hey monkey, when can we begin?
Hey monkey, where you been?
Well I'm all messed up
That's nothing new
Hey monkey, when you open up your blue eyes
I don't know if I'm wide awake or dreaming
But all I ever need is everything
Hey monkey, where you been?
This lonely spiral I've been in
Hey monkey, when can we begin?
Hey monkey, where you been?
Just get the world off your shoulders
And close your pretty blue eyes
Hey monkey, what's life without an-
Occ-a-tion-al sur-prise?
Got nowhere but home to go
Got Ben Folds on my radio right now
I'm in trouble for the things I need
Hey monkey, don't you want to be needed� too?
Hey monkey, where you been?
This lonely spiral I've been in
Hey monkey, when can we begin?
Hey monkey, where you been?
Hey monkey, where you been?
Hey monkey, where you been?
12 Mercury (02:48)
she is trapped inside a month of grey
and they take a little every day
she is a victim of her own responses
shackled to a heart that wants to settle
and then runs away
it's a sin to be fading endlessly
yeah, but she's alright with me
she is leaving on a walkaway
she is leaving in disarray
in the absence
of a place to be
she stands there looking back at me
hesitates, and then turns away
she'll change so suddenly
she's just like mercury
yeah, but she's alright with me
keep some sorrow in your
hearts and minds
for the things that die before thier time
for the restlessly abandoned homes
the tired and weary rambler's bones and stay beside me where i lie
she's entwined in me
crazy as can be
yeah, but she's alright with me
13 A Long December (04:57)
A long December, and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leavin'
Now the days go by so fast
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven....I wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that its all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California...I think you should
Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her
And its been a long December, and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
And it's one more day up in the canyon
And it's one more night in Hollywood
It's been so long since I've seen the ocean..I guess I should.
14 Walkaways (01:12)
I've gotta rush away
she said, I've been to Boston before
and anyway, this change I've been feeling
doesn't make the rain fall
No big differences these days,
just the same old walkaways
Someday, Im gonna stay
but not today
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